Todays appointment

so i asked the doctor about being induced she told me that because i had a c-section the only way i can be induced is if my cervix is open enough for a finger to fit through it and even then the only thing they can use is patosin(SP).......i also found out that the babys head has dropped the doctor checked my cervix and was moving the kid up and down which felt rather strange lol...im also getting an ultrasound done on thursday to see how big the baby is hopefully he is not to big and they will still consider a vbac.....so im kinda hoping that something happens between now and my next appointment which is on the 9th

One month

I only have one month till me due date....im actually hoping that i go a lot sooner though as long as everything is ready...i was kind of thinking about asking the doctor that ill be seeing today if the baby is ready to be born meaning lung development and stuff is all done or close enough that the baby would be perfectly healthy to be born now if i could get induced instead of waiting for the baby to become a monster baby like loring was and getting a stupid c-section again....im really not looking forward to have another one cause it sucks major hairy butt....and i really dont want to stay in the hospital for a whole freaking week....so i guess we'll see hopefully they tell me something i like ive been disappointed with the staff of this hospital since day one kind of makes me want to be back in germany just cause of the way they treat preggo women is much better then here...well i gotta go get loring up and dressed so......peace!!!

Labor and Delivery

So for the last couple of weeks ive been going into Labor and Delivery to be monitered for 30 mins or so....well today i was having contractions and i had 4 within an hour....they told me they are just "practice" contractions but now that i think about i remember that the day i had Loring i had been having contractions all day and didnt even know and when they checked my cervix after they saw there was little amniotic fluid i was dialated to 3 or 4 already so im kind of wondering if thats whats goin on right now....cause im starting to actually feel them...kinda crazy not sure if i should go back to the hospital or just ride it our for a while